Courage.

don't say you miss my black hair because I can't get it back.
Maybe I shouldn't have highlighted my hair... but oh wellz.
I know I look like some terribly screwed mina with bad hair days now :(

I didn't curl or rebond in the end because I dislike super straight hair and the hairdresser say I need to take care of the curls like... how! I am just so lazy, zzzzz. so yadah, stay the same.
It's gonna get a lot frizzier, I guess.

(poor bro, just want him to take with me so that I don't look like a stupid camwhore)

But... I love it under certain lighting and I think I am proud of myself... at least I finally do something to it?

When I really can't stand it, I will go dye the highlights away.

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Hmm, still feel light now.. sianz, like keep on feeling queasy.
I think I am dying...?

It's really good to see how you are now... and I really miss you, like really really do. But... I don't deserve you :( I've got so much to tell you.